I have always been wondering what the feeling would be with a large item inserted in my rear. The only other thing I have used was a 9 inch dildo and felt that I could try something a bit bigger. I found the Adam and Eve dark rider 15inch realistic dildo and without hesitation ordered the item. On arrival. I immediately opened it and was surprised at the actual size, looking alot larger than anticipated. Being at home alone I stripped bare and prepared by the way of an enema and a hot shower. Looking at the black dildo again I felt apprehensive and excited,thinking have I actually been over zealous. I applied a generous amount of lubricant to both my anal area and the dildo. Positioning it at the target I pushed down lightly feeling the head slowly opening me and then started to slip up inside. I admit it was a surprise feeling it continuously, inch after inch invade where I had never had anything do before. The feeling was euphoric how it filled and stretched my insides. I have not been able yet to take the entire length, managing around 13inches.